I don’t get it. I thought i was your boyfriend, your best friend. The one you felt most comfortable around and could tell absolutely anything to? Well how come you don’t. It kills me seeing you this upset and i want to do something about it. But you won’t even talk to me about it. This has happened before to, but i thought we got over it, fixed it. Why does it continue to happen? It makes me feel useless. I hate it. Just when everything seems perfect, this gets to me really bad.
Had the cutest, most amazing afternoon with my girlfriend today. I’m falling more and more in love with her with every kiss, every smile and every day. I felt so overwhelmed with happiness just lying there with her, cuddling, kissing, jumping around being stupid and watching videos on youtube. We may lead a simple life together but i wouldn’t have it any other way.
Anonymous asked: One thing you are looking forward to?
Walking through the airport on sunday morning and have Bec run into my arms after missing her for a week.
When your girlfriend is about 4000kms away but still manages to make you the happiest guy ever, just from talking about and planning our trip to Cairns in a year, you know you are deeply in love. And I am. I am so in love with this girl, and simply talking about going to Cairns with her, even though it’s planned as over a year away makes me so happy, keen and excited. It makes me realise how perfect our relationship actually is. Knowing that this is actually going to happen, even though we both have no money and it’s over a year away. When yeah, i know, a lot of people would say, ‘why bother, you might not even be together. But i know we will. I know we will be together for a very, very, very long time and we will have this holiday. And it will be one of the most amazing, perfect things we’ll do in our lifetimes.
I’m shit at cute posts and now one will care about this except bec, but i am so happy right now because of bec, so i don’t really care.
Night everyone.
Bec has only been away for a day and a bit but I am missing her like crazy. You know when the one you love just feels so far away from you? Well yeah, that’s how this feels. I miss her enough when she’s just down the road from me let alone over 2000 kilometres away. The one you love most shouldn’t be that far away from you, it just, well it kind of hurts. It makes missing her even harder. I usually see Bec on Monday nights too. I just wish i could have seen her perfect smile and held her closely. Absolutely can not wait for her to walk through that airport on Sunday and run into my arms. I love her so much.
Anyway, mushy lovey talk over for tonight. Night, to everyone and anyone who actually reads and sees what i post on her.